Finally, finally gotten his newest album yesterday. Went to JP, glad someone accompanied me, so not alone. =) I also cleaned my bracelet, it now sparkles! So happy. 2Quizes yesterday, hopefully, hopefully it's ok. =S. 2Quizes + 1 speech next week. Going nuts worrying. Today decide to skip 2 classes as I still want to sleep. Haha.. Gotta catch up with online lecture I guess. =S
加油！！
魔杰座真的非常好听哦！！
超爱超爱他。。。
Still missing...
Ahh, well, things don't always turns out the way you want it.
"Enthusiasm spells the difference between
mediocrity and accomplishment."
- Norman Vincent Peale
Friday, 24 October 2008
Sunday, 19 October 2008
Rainin' Cats & Dogs.
Lovin' this weather.=p
Yesterday went for PINDOL.
Wasn't planning on going but due to something, I eventually go.
I had fun with people there.
But somehow, a part of me felt disappointed, shan't elaborate on that.*grin =D
Anw, it was Yoga's b'day on 17, waw, I love that birthdate!! 17-October-1988.
Isn't it the best!?!?! =p
So my OG celebrated with him. =)
Went home, couldn't sleep.
Watch dramas till 3.30am.
Then woke up at 11am =D.
Stayed in my roOm the whole day today.
Sad?
I think I like depressing myself?
I start to wonder too....................
"Imagination is everything. It is the preview
of life's coming attractions."
- Albert Einstein
Yesterday went for PINDOL.
Wasn't planning on going but due to something, I eventually go.
I had fun with people there.
But somehow, a part of me felt disappointed, shan't elaborate on that.*grin =D
Anw, it was Yoga's b'day on 17, waw, I love that birthdate!! 17-October-1988.
Isn't it the best!?!?! =p
So my OG celebrated with him. =)
Went home, couldn't sleep.
Watch dramas till 3.30am.
Then woke up at 11am =D.
Stayed in my roOm the whole day today.
Sad?
I think I like depressing myself?
I start to wonder too....................
"Imagination is everything. It is the preview
of life's coming attractions."
- Albert Einstein
Saturday, 18 October 2008
Just...
Just in the sad mode...
Just thinking of you...
Just pretending I did not just say I am thinking about you..
Just acting normal...
Just diverting myself...
Just deceiving myself...
Just felt cheated...
Just Just Just...
Just because of you everything's not the same.
Just wrong...
Just isn't right...
It it so unjustified the way you treat me.
But what's just and what isn't?
In love, there's no justice, just unjust.
Just thinking of you...
Just pretending I did not just say I am thinking about you..
Just acting normal...
Just diverting myself...
Just deceiving myself...
Just felt cheated...
Just Just Just...
Just because of you everything's not the same.
Just wrong...
Just isn't right...
It it so unjustified the way you treat me.
But what's just and what isn't?
In love, there's no justice, just unjust.
Thursday, 16 October 2008
下雨天。。。
下雨天了这么久我好想你。。。
不敢打给你，我找不到原因。。。
谁和我一样等不到她的谁？
...I went to donate bloOd today. Yuhuu, succeed!! As in I didn't faint =D.
Felt satisfied. =)
不敢打给你，我找不到原因。。。
谁和我一样等不到她的谁？
...I went to donate bloOd today. Yuhuu, succeed!! As in I didn't faint =D.
Felt satisfied. =)
Saturday, 11 October 2008
Yawnz Z z
Haaa. Tired. Sleepy. Insomniac indeed.
I got my doping from 2 doses of milk tea =)
+ now surviving at 11pm due to songs from a cd i dug out just now.
It's a compilation given to me during sec3 by a guy name W_ _.
Super duper nice!!!
Suddenly become high.
Sleeping soon though, can't take it.
2hrs sleep yesterday, 5 hrs the day b4 and so on..
SoOo.. if i wake up unnaturally tommorow, u'll be dead, that I promise you!!
Emo girl huehh! =p
BTW, done personality test.
I'm melancholic & phlegmatic.
I got my doping from 2 doses of milk tea =)
+ now surviving at 11pm due to songs from a cd i dug out just now.
It's a compilation given to me during sec3 by a guy name W_ _.
Super duper nice!!!
Suddenly become high.
Sleeping soon though, can't take it.
2hrs sleep yesterday, 5 hrs the day b4 and so on..
SoOo.. if i wake up unnaturally tommorow, u'll be dead, that I promise you!!
Emo girl huehh! =p
BTW, done personality test.
I'm melancholic & phlegmatic.
Sunday, 5 October 2008
T_T
You...
You did it again
You did hurt my heart
I don’t know how many times
You...
I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love and now you let me down
You said you’d never lie again
You said this time would be so right
But then I found you were lying there by her side
You..
You turn my whole life so blue
Drowning me so deep,
I just can't reach myself again
You..
Successfully tore my heart
Now it’s only pieces
Nothing left but pieces of you
You frustated me with this love
I’ve been trying to understand
You know i’m trying i’m trying... ...
Saturday, 4 October 2008
In Pain (Literally)
TOday, for the 1st time I was the one who inititate a badminton session.
Boy, was that a bad move.
Firstly, the courts were occupied.
Secondly, I felt that I played very lousy.
Thirdly, I felt like I was in a rush as I gotta go at 5pm.
Lastly, this has been a ''feel-bad'' day for me.
Hehe..
I shall elaborate the last one.
So, it was a double game between me and Nathan vS Calvin and Joe. Well, we're at the losing end (I always feel bad when this happen as I always feel like I'm the one causing the team to lose =(). We're trying our best and there was that instant when both of us were trying to hit the shuttle-cock at the same time and guess what...*TWANGGG!!!!!!!*
The sound of rackets clanging could be heard. Sadly, it wasn't the case. Nathan's racket collide not with my racket. It hit my hand or thumb to be exact. =p
Amazing thing, His racket broke!! Oh mann, I felt so bad.
My thumb was throbbing and gradually getting blue by the minute. Even typing sms hurts.=S
But I still feel bad for the racket more at that moment and not my hand. *sob, Sob.
2nd thing today, I felt bad to Sam. I'm so sorry. I think this might affect our friendship as now I'm afraid to even talk to u, I'm sorry to say. I'm scared I hurt you unknowingly again.
"Do unto others as you would have them do unto you."
That's from the Bible I think. All I know is I hold on to this statement since a long time ago.
Maybe it's in my LIBRAns nature that I uphold fairness to a very extreme extent.
Yet now, to think that I actually make another person hurt?
I can't accept it.
And so I don't know what I should do...
=(
This is what I mean by ''feel-bad''...*Sigh*
Boy, was that a bad move.
Firstly, the courts were occupied.
Secondly, I felt that I played very lousy.
Thirdly, I felt like I was in a rush as I gotta go at 5pm.
Lastly, this has been a ''feel-bad'' day for me.
Hehe..
I shall elaborate the last one.
So, it was a double game between me and Nathan vS Calvin and Joe. Well, we're at the losing end (I always feel bad when this happen as I always feel like I'm the one causing the team to lose =(). We're trying our best and there was that instant when both of us were trying to hit the shuttle-cock at the same time and guess what...*TWANGGG!!!!!!!*
The sound of rackets clanging could be heard. Sadly, it wasn't the case. Nathan's racket collide not with my racket. It hit my hand or thumb to be exact. =p
Amazing thing, His racket broke!! Oh mann, I felt so bad.
My thumb was throbbing and gradually getting blue by the minute. Even typing sms hurts.=S
But I still feel bad for the racket more at that moment and not my hand. *sob, Sob.
2nd thing today, I felt bad to Sam. I'm so sorry. I think this might affect our friendship as now I'm afraid to even talk to u, I'm sorry to say. I'm scared I hurt you unknowingly again.
"Do unto others as you would have them do unto you."
That's from the Bible I think. All I know is I hold on to this statement since a long time ago.
Maybe it's in my LIBRAns nature that I uphold fairness to a very extreme extent.
Yet now, to think that I actually make another person hurt?
I can't accept it.
And so I don't know what I should do...
=(
This is what I mean by ''feel-bad''...*Sigh*
>_< Grrrr....!!!
ICN yesterday...
My first time ushering. New experience, although it didn't go that smoothly.I think I look like crap these days, I don't know why. =S Plus there's that accident, which luckily, noone noticed.! Haha, quite proud to be able to cover it. Standing while watching, there were few outstanding performances. =p
Then Hocky called, confirming today's outing. Sadly I decide to cancel as I don't feel like going out today. Mainly coz I hate the long journey to and fro, such a time-waster.
Sad though coz I really want to meet him. =(
Anw, I finish bathing at around 1+ am. Then suddenly someone sms me saying he was at the amphi and ask me to join them in a chit-chat session. Them as in Carlo and his room mate Daniel.
Yeah, so funn, sitting and talking till 3+.
Then suddenly appear a Caucassion who apperently was drunk. He was already slurring and I got scared. Daniel ask me to go home quickyly. Aww, so sweet, feel they are both gentlemanly =p.
So I slept at 3.30am. After so many days of 5hrs sleep, I planned to pay my sleeping debt today.
Hmmmpf, comfortably curled up in bed...
At 8am, for goodness sake, there's knocking on the door. Gradually getting louder and louder, causing me to awaken from my slumber with a shock! I was still half asleep, so I try to get back to sleep by covering my head with pillow. Sadly, loud knocking wasn't ''polite'' enough for her, so it turn into shouting. She was trying to wake my room mate, btw, which apparently wasn't affected a single bit while I'm suffering. She went off, all was quite and as I was about to doze off, she came back and repeat the same offence!! MG, I was so irritated, so pissed, I didn't open the door. In the end, after a few rounds, she gave up. My roommate unaffected, me wanting to scream bloody murder!!
That is how angry I was/am.
DOesn't she know any courtesy? It's so rude not to consider me in the room even if her intention was to wake my room mate. Grrr. @#$%^&*().
Forget it, shan't let this affect my mood for today...
My first time ushering. New experience, although it didn't go that smoothly.I think I look like crap these days, I don't know why. =S Plus there's that accident, which luckily, noone noticed.! Haha, quite proud to be able to cover it. Standing while watching, there were few outstanding performances. =p
Then Hocky called, confirming today's outing. Sadly I decide to cancel as I don't feel like going out today. Mainly coz I hate the long journey to and fro, such a time-waster.
Sad though coz I really want to meet him. =(
Anw, I finish bathing at around 1+ am. Then suddenly someone sms me saying he was at the amphi and ask me to join them in a chit-chat session. Them as in Carlo and his room mate Daniel.
Yeah, so funn, sitting and talking till 3+.
Then suddenly appear a Caucassion who apperently was drunk. He was already slurring and I got scared. Daniel ask me to go home quickyly. Aww, so sweet, feel they are both gentlemanly =p.
So I slept at 3.30am. After so many days of 5hrs sleep, I planned to pay my sleeping debt today.
Hmmmpf, comfortably curled up in bed...
At 8am, for goodness sake, there's knocking on the door. Gradually getting louder and louder, causing me to awaken from my slumber with a shock! I was still half asleep, so I try to get back to sleep by covering my head with pillow. Sadly, loud knocking wasn't ''polite'' enough for her, so it turn into shouting. She was trying to wake my room mate, btw, which apparently wasn't affected a single bit while I'm suffering. She went off, all was quite and as I was about to doze off, she came back and repeat the same offence!! MG, I was so irritated, so pissed, I didn't open the door. In the end, after a few rounds, she gave up. My roommate unaffected, me wanting to scream bloody murder!!
That is how angry I was/am.
DOesn't she know any courtesy? It's so rude not to consider me in the room even if her intention was to wake my room mate. Grrr. @#$%^&*().
Forget it, shan't let this affect my mood for today...
Friday, 3 October 2008
Memorable. Unforgetable Day.
Hmmm, I prove myself wrong.
Today, ups, ytd, was a happy day.
Yesh, was surprises just keep coming.
So, until 3pm I was alone in my room.
Then at around 5 someone came and ate dinner in my room. (My only meal that day btw). He bought me noodle btw as a tradition of eating noodle on one's _day. Then hang out in my room till it's 7.30pm and I accompanied him to Nanyang Market. Dragging my feet all the way as I was dreading going to ADM. Well, after that I went to ADM at 8.30pm and saw few of my OG members there. Until then I seriously thought it's Andrew's b'day we're celebrating. Not many came as... I don't know why.. huhu..
While I was sitting down talking to Hensen, Philip and Felix, "waiting for Andrew", someone walked past from the background. Hmmm, yeap, it was quite a shock. Another surprise since I thought he was suppose to be somewhere else then...
Suddenly the cake was lighted up and brought in front of me.
They sang _day song and so in the end actually Andrew was busy and so he couldn't come.
It's for me.. the celebration..
There was the cake..
Then I was asked to give my first cake, and second cake..
Was quite a dilemma (again).
Don't know if I did the right thing, hmmm...
Then there's the testimonials.Is it so difficult to give one for me? Everyone seems to find it hard.
After that then we went to Andrew's room to celebrate his bday. We reached his room at around 11.30pm.
The last 30 minutes.
I got the first cake ^_^~
The first time I ever gotten a first cake!! =D
Then I gave he requested the first testimonial from me too, hopefully it's gOod.
I wasn't speechless okeyy.! =p
It's not the end of the day as we all went to JW for supper.
Well, just curious about the place and it's nice to sit there with my OG and hang.
Me drinking ''teh peng'' chatting away, was so funn...
Afterwards the gate back was locked and so we have to climb over the fence.
For me that was fun, I like doing rebel stuff like that. =p
Haha...
THen we walked back...
It was a fun journey too..=D
Another thing...
Realizing many nice people that I thought doesn't like me.
Or is it just formality coz it's my _day?
Haha, pessimist me.
But I'm still happy to get to know them.
Furthermore, get to know Philip better today.
Thought he hated me all along as he's always ignoring me.=S
Turns out he's funny, and he brings out the vulgarities in me. Aghh!!
Today, I really REALLY want to thank a few ppl namely :
Hensen and Tere, My lovely GLs...
Ivan, Felix, Kirchoff, Philip, Ocin, Andrew..
All who took the time to spend the hours with me...
Making this year _day so lovely..
I don't mind being 20.!
=p
Special Thanks to Adi, Devina...
For coming all the way here to meet me the clock-watcher..=p
Thx Ko Chr for finally being there for me, I love you bro!
Last but not the least at all...
Thx _ _ ...
..as simple as that as I found myself always speechless around you...
Super Sweet Day...
Thank you for those who wish me through facebook.
Ur few lines touched me deeply.
Serious =)
It's the thought that counts.
I finally can understand that =D
Today, ups, ytd, was a happy day.
Yesh, was surprises just keep coming.
So, until 3pm I was alone in my room.
Then at around 5 someone came and ate dinner in my room. (My only meal that day btw). He bought me noodle btw as a tradition of eating noodle on one's _day. Then hang out in my room till it's 7.30pm and I accompanied him to Nanyang Market. Dragging my feet all the way as I was dreading going to ADM. Well, after that I went to ADM at 8.30pm and saw few of my OG members there. Until then I seriously thought it's Andrew's b'day we're celebrating. Not many came as... I don't know why.. huhu..
While I was sitting down talking to Hensen, Philip and Felix, "waiting for Andrew", someone walked past from the background. Hmmm, yeap, it was quite a shock. Another surprise since I thought he was suppose to be somewhere else then...
Suddenly the cake was lighted up and brought in front of me.
They sang _day song and so in the end actually Andrew was busy and so he couldn't come.
It's for me.. the celebration..
There was the cake..
Then I was asked to give my first cake, and second cake..
Was quite a dilemma (again).
Don't know if I did the right thing, hmmm...
Then there's the testimonials.Is it so difficult to give one for me? Everyone seems to find it hard.
After that then we went to Andrew's room to celebrate his bday. We reached his room at around 11.30pm.
The last 30 minutes.
I got the first cake ^_^~
The first time I ever gotten a first cake!! =D
Then I gave he requested the first testimonial from me too, hopefully it's gOod.
I wasn't speechless okeyy.! =p
It's not the end of the day as we all went to JW for supper.
Well, just curious about the place and it's nice to sit there with my OG and hang.
Me drinking ''teh peng'' chatting away, was so funn...
Afterwards the gate back was locked and so we have to climb over the fence.
For me that was fun, I like doing rebel stuff like that. =p
Haha...
THen we walked back...
It was a fun journey too..=D
Another thing...
Realizing many nice people that I thought doesn't like me.
Or is it just formality coz it's my _day?
Haha, pessimist me.
But I'm still happy to get to know them.
Furthermore, get to know Philip better today.
Thought he hated me all along as he's always ignoring me.=S
Turns out he's funny, and he brings out the vulgarities in me. Aghh!!
Today, I really REALLY want to thank a few ppl namely :
Hensen and Tere, My lovely GLs...
Ivan, Felix, Kirchoff, Philip, Ocin, Andrew..
All who took the time to spend the hours with me...
Making this year _day so lovely..
I don't mind being 20.!
=p
Special Thanks to Adi, Devina...
For coming all the way here to meet me the clock-watcher..=p
Thx Ko Chr for finally being there for me, I love you bro!
Last but not the least at all...
Thx _ _ ...
..as simple as that as I found myself always speechless around you...
Super Sweet Day...
Thank you for those who wish me through facebook.
Ur few lines touched me deeply.
Serious =)
It's the thought that counts.
I finally can understand that =D
Thursday, 2 October 2008
Surprises.. Surprises.. I love <3 surprises ('',)
I'm officially no longer a teen.
Preparing myself to be called Old. Old maid. Old Auntie.
Yeah. This day has been ok.
The first surprise came at 11.58pm actually.
I got a call from an unexpected person.
Totally cannot guess he'll call.
During our 6/7 years of friendship, never once did he call to wish me at the dot.
I asked him what was he doing.
He actually say he's watching the clock waiting for his clock to turn 00:00 to wish me.
Oh my...
Been longing for him to do this for so long, now that I carry no hope whatsoever, it happened.
Weird. But it's always like that; the more you hope for something, most probably the opposite will happen. Plus, when you carry an expectation, you'll be disappointed. That's why I'm trying not to expect anything at all. =p
Then, 2nd call...
was just a moment after the first, luckily it's the right timing, so I didn't miss the call.=)
So happy.
Then, coz my line was engaged, someone couldn't get through.
What a pity. Hehe.
Come morning, I receive another surprise during tutorial.
There's a tutorial mate who between econs and maths tut suddenly say...
"Diana, today is ur _day, right? Here's something..."
Then she handed me a packet of chocolate.
This is so surprising coz I'm not close to her and she actually knows my _day (from facebk btw).
Yeah...
Surprises, it lie in places where you least expect it.
A small act goes a long way.. It's so true..
Then for Devina.. I felt happy that you make such an effort to come here, all the way, to give me my present. Sorry that I was a bit ''rushed''. YOu know why right. =p
Anyway, realise we have so much to catch up on, my best friend.
Many things are hard to say to you nowadays...
Hiks..Anyway...
Thank you, Love the present=D
Hehe.. WHat else..
Yup till here first. I'll blog a little later =D
Preparing myself to be called Old. Old maid. Old Auntie.
Yeah. This day has been ok.
The first surprise came at 11.58pm actually.
I got a call from an unexpected person.
Totally cannot guess he'll call.
During our 6/7 years of friendship, never once did he call to wish me at the dot.
I asked him what was he doing.
He actually say he's watching the clock waiting for his clock to turn 00:00 to wish me.
Oh my...
Been longing for him to do this for so long, now that I carry no hope whatsoever, it happened.
Weird. But it's always like that; the more you hope for something, most probably the opposite will happen. Plus, when you carry an expectation, you'll be disappointed. That's why I'm trying not to expect anything at all. =p
Then, 2nd call...
was just a moment after the first, luckily it's the right timing, so I didn't miss the call.=)
So happy.
Then, coz my line was engaged, someone couldn't get through.
What a pity. Hehe.
Come morning, I receive another surprise during tutorial.
There's a tutorial mate who between econs and maths tut suddenly say...
"Diana, today is ur _day, right? Here's something..."
Then she handed me a packet of chocolate.
This is so surprising coz I'm not close to her and she actually knows my _day (from facebk btw).
Yeah...
Surprises, it lie in places where you least expect it.
A small act goes a long way.. It's so true..
Then for Devina.. I felt happy that you make such an effort to come here, all the way, to give me my present. Sorry that I was a bit ''rushed''. YOu know why right. =p
Anyway, realise we have so much to catch up on, my best friend.
Many things are hard to say to you nowadays...
Hiks..Anyway...
Thank you, Love the present=D
Hehe.. WHat else..
Yup till here first. I'll blog a little later =D
Wednesday, 1 October 2008
Last Post
This is my last post before...
DOn't remind me...
Sigh...
What can I say, I hate common things.
Like my common name, common *beep day, common everything.
Agh.
It just make unspecial me feel unspecial on this unspecial day...
Same like I hate "send to many", I hate being treated "specially" when in the end, it's a common way that everyone's been treated.
Brought me up so high and then drop me to the ground.
I don't know whether I can break this fall.
Too many times.
Same old story.
Can't believe this emo post will be my last post before the end of my teenage years. Haha.
Anywayy, yeah.
Another day. Another stress.
When can I start piecing my life that's been broken one too many time?
I think this will be an emo day... you'll see...
DOn't remind me...
Sigh...
What can I say, I hate common things.
Like my common name, common *beep day, common everything.
Agh.
It just make unspecial me feel unspecial on this unspecial day...
Same like I hate "send to many", I hate being treated "specially" when in the end, it's a common way that everyone's been treated.
Brought me up so high and then drop me to the ground.
I don't know whether I can break this fall.
Too many times.
Same old story.
Can't believe this emo post will be my last post before the end of my teenage years. Haha.
Anywayy, yeah.
Another day. Another stress.
When can I start piecing my life that's been broken one too many time?
I think this will be an emo day... you'll see...
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