I've officially graduated!
The path ahead looks ominous and dangerous..
I feel as if I'm at a crossroad once again, where I have to decide which path I should take and that the decision will have a huge impact on my future...
As usual, I'm so afraid to choose, I'm so afraid to fail too..
I dare not apply here and there, I feel inadequate..
I am afraid of the work condition..
The stress and the office politics that I've been warned..
When will I have the chance to leave Singapore?
After O Levels I wanted to leave, but I didn't..
After A Levels I wanted to leave, but yet I didn't..
Now after NTU I wanted so badly to leave, again, I couldn't..
I can't stand the crowded roads..
The fierce people and stressed faces..
The struggle for a piece of space..
I need my space to move, to run, to enjoy nature..
Sadly I'm bonded..

But if I can leave, will I go?
Unknowingly, I've been so rooted in Sg..
My friends are all there..
If I leave, can I still be as independent as I used to be?
I doubt it..
I'm like a vine twisting round dependable people to feel secure..
Once that's gone I'll collapse..
I wish I am more independent and less lazy..
>_< and I feel so old now!