It's been 11 month since I started working yet I don't feel satisfied or motivated at my work.
It's time to start searching for a new job, or other things.
I feel more stupid every day on this job.
Doing God knows what, wasting time on stupid meeting, talking to stupid people..
I realize there is no way I can ever adapt here and there is really no plus point to me anyway..
Options:
1. Search for new job internally to transfer.
2. Search for job outside HP.
3. Be a PO in NTU.
4. Stop working, pay tuition grant, go back Indo for maybe a year, figure out what I want to do next.
5. Search for job outside Singapore.
6. Further studies (anywhere but HERE).
7. Get a rich guy, get married, live happily ever after. (I wish this is an option, save all he hastle!)
It does not help that work is unbearable and there is no place called home here.
Ugh, I hate the people living together with me now.
Instagram is a real depressing app no doubt!
Photos of friends travelling make me feel more useless staying here..
I am just getting by, not living.
And I need to change that SOON, no more waiting!
