New era has come.
I have a terrible week.
1. A new roommate barge in on Monday at night. Just out of the blue move in and without so much as an excuse me or introduction. Manners?
2. Going all the way to Paragon to buy that present, bring it all the way back to NTU, bring it to Admiralty to work, then bringing it all the way to Paragon AGAIN for the dinner. Stupid much Diana? You are an IDIOT for doing that.
3. Lose sleep for making that card and writing nice things when in fact I should have written my feelings of anger. But hey, I thought it's her b'day, not nice to write that inside.. Must write encouraging and happy things. Yaya, make her happy, make yourself miserable huh? All my effort to keep this friendship is too much. Why do I have to do this? I think this is the last time, at least until I go back, I am not going to see her again. Distance.
4. She said she need to use the car. She said as long as I know the way home she will send me. Fact is she did not send me when in fact I came all the way with that heavy thing for her! And worse, she didn't even talk to me during the dinner. Might as well go home and rest?
5. Stupid people keep scaring me about the marathon. Forcing me to eat the power gel, scaring the hell outta me. Say the "hit the wall" in the last 10km to be a very torturous period.. Bla bla bla...
6. I don't know my plan for tomorrow to prepare myself. And I don't know what I am going to do from the time I finish running waiting for 1st bus. That's torture then?
7. Just found out there's not going to be any music on the run. Can't possibly hold my ipod video for 4hrs. my arm will break before my leg. Can I survive running in the silence?I am so not prepared.
8. I have enough, I want to go home. The feeling of wanting to go home right now but can't is killing me. Coz I want to go back where I have a land called home! Where no stranger can barge in my room and disturb me! OR travelling in a squeezed up MRT standing all the way. I have my own car, even though it's old. I can just stay home anyway coz it is MY HOME.
Everyone knows home is the best place on earth.
Sure you might be bored.. But after travelling, after going away, all you want is home.
And I really want mine now quite badly.
Coz I know it sounds ridiculous... But my fren problem can also be cured when I go home.
At home, I don't care, I just don't.
=( Please let this be over and let me go back home. HELL Sem 6, be done! =( .
