Persistent headache.
I feel weak.
I think I am falling sick.
Don't know how to do quiz.
So many assignments waiting.
Exam is coming.
I need refreshment out of here.
Andd.. it's that time of the month again..
HUAAAA~~

I went for the NIKE 10km on Sunday. It's a great day.. And I think my timing wasn't bad.. =D

00:56:55

Under one hour, yeay!

Went to Novena after that to hang out and then head back to ntu at 4pm.

Tiring!! Because it's the last day of recess and the next day I have early, full classes.

Had my quiz yesterday and it was alright, at least I won't fail. =D

I will stick to my motto last sem; "as long as don't fail, it's alright.."

HAHA.

Skipping lecture for the first time today.!

Feeling unwell plus need to study for 3002.

I am really worried I am going to flunk this subject! >_< .

Just not my day.

First I left my umbrella in LT1.
Then as I got up in LT 19A to go back and retrieve it, I tripped over the foldable table and I fell down in front of the whole LT!!
And, I was sitting infront so everyone sees my fall.
Also, I was wearing a bright colour shirt today!! Wrong move.
After that in the library I bind my notes and then I dropped it, the back cover is crumpled and a little torn.
Feeling the ultimate Monday blue since it's the first day after recess..
The mounting panic over all the assignments that's yet to be done.

The most urgent being tommorow's Psychology quiz that I have yet to study. >_<

It's still a long day and I hope this is the end of my misfortune for this week.

recess sem 5

It's the 5th Recess and it's only the 2nd time that I haven't gone back home.
Wow, got me thinking of my Sem1 when I didn't go back..

On Friday, Check, Eric and I went to 313 to collect our race pack.
I thought I was going alone because I had lab till 430 but they waited for me until 3. ^_^
So happy I don't have to travel alone. =D
Then Jy was there and I walked around with her for a while waiting for Devina to come.
And so I intro Jy to Devina..
I don't know why is it that I always intro my fren to each other while they don't really do that with me.. hmm..

Anw, I had a very long one-sided heart talk with Devina. I unburden the accumulated incidents that I have kept and told her from end to end. And I thought I told myself I wasn't going to share with her all these. Well, she's my best friend. Even in her own nonchalant, "cold-blooded" manner, she's still the best ('',)v

I had cheesecake that night!

Then Saturday's Ubin trip was great. I got Ty to travel the super long way to Tampines and that's why I go. I really hate to travel alone.. The cycling was great and I was dead tired. at 12midnight Jy fetched me to go comet searching and star gazing and I regretted coming.

First, I needed to wake up early the next day and I'll be a trouble to not be able to stay long. Second, I wanted to come coz it sounded FUN. There're girls going and after being the only girl again cycling I think it's FUN to have some girl time. In the end I felt left out again. I don't know why sometimes I feel close with them but other times I feel that they talk about things I don't know and don't bother to put me in the convo. I don't mind listening to things I don't know, just include me. As in I'm there, acknowledge my presence, that's all. When I talk I feel no response and I felt like a fool. >_<

Slept at 4. Woke up at 840. Surprisingly, I don't feel sleepy.. I just felt a bit tired but it was a good day.. I met my Auntie Linda. =D I miss her so so much. She's always been there for me all these year, and she cared for me even though she has seen the worst part of me. All my ugly side she knows and she's still nice to me. She guided me through some of my toughest time and she's done so much for me. ^_^ I must go to her church more often! But school and distance made it impossible =(.

Anyway I went to her church that day and more nostalgic moment. I want to play the drummm.. awww, and the piano... When can I master a musical instrument properly? GRRR, angry at self. =(

Then went to JP for dessert again with Sam.

The sinful mudpie chocolate cake with vanilla ice-cream.

Oh yeah, I acted worse than when I get tipsy. Literally drunk on sugar.

Got so high and all. Haha, lucky only Sam saw it. =p

And today's back to monotone life of forcing myself to study and failing miserable.

I need help!!!!!!!!!

And company...

And discipline..

And motivation..

My life feels like a messed up jigsaw puzzle.

I have to piece the pieces back together again.

"Sometimes we let someone in, only to be left out in the cold.
And despite what we may want, the door has too many locks.."

memories of 21

Haven't penned down my b'day!! I know it is over like a week ago.
But up till today, it still feels like my b'day!! haha.
I started 21 with a heavy heart. Celebrating it in Bdg for the first time after 10 years to be lonely there. I remember my Dad got me my Canon Ixus and so..
HAPPY 1st b'day to my camera!! luv u for capturing moments to rmbr this year..
And 21 ends with a bang!
1st Oct: Surprised by gift from HUI!! So touching, but.. She gave me a pack to last for the rest of the sem which is 8 weeks and I finished all the snacks already. >_<

Then the evening dinner with the 3 Musketeers; GH, Check and Eric. I must say I enjoyed my time with them a lot =D. First time eating pizza with them and it was great!! After, we shared a tub of yoghurt and they sent me back!! ^_^ I must say I am truly truly happy.

I reached my room at 11+, took a bath and then at 12+ my friends came to my room to celebrate with a cake!! yumm.. Really appreciate them!! Except maybe they shouldn't tease me and I wish some of the others were there. Nonetheless, it was a very SWEET memory.

2nd Oct: Was late in meeting my friends by an hour. Had lunch in Din Tai Fung coz I was craving for the Xiao Long Bao. It was a VERY nice meal! =p Then we don't know where to go so we ended up K-box ing from 4-8+. Chien Yi kindly put so many Jay Chou's song for me until I am seriously sick of singing his song. Then Alvin, as usual, acted so funny singing all the rap songs. After that we went to Giraffe and I drank LONG ISLAND TEA.. Love love love.! Plus I had one free drink called the waterfall which was epic! We went back at 11+ and Nic was UNBELIEVABLY nice in sending me home. ^_^ IT WAS the best day.

3rd: Slept, hangover a little, dinner with another 3 Musketeers. HAHA. After that was feeling a bit sad because I wanted some time and yet I don't know. >_<

7th: 2 of them surprised me in my room out of nowhere to give me "the gift". Felt EXTREMELY happy for the care and effort expressed in the gift. ^_^ Again a bit sad coz of various reasons non-related and non-important.

8th: Before studying together, my fren came to my room to give me the PINK PIG. hahaha, and I love it a lot. At first I thought it's not cute, but I grow to love it more and more..
Sadly my roomie spilt water over it and I'm upset. But luckily it didn't ruin anything else.. Other than my planner too.. =(

That's about it. =D Eventful week!!
Now back to stressing and more stressing and more emo days!!

My brain's fried! And I wanted to play Audition but somehow couldn't get in. =(
SUPER irritated.
Talking about irritated, was very irritated by a certain irritating, obnoxious individual who should just quit dampening my mood!!!