The bright blue sky brought tranquility unto my mind.
I woke up with a clear head and a refreshed body.
I look around me and I feel blessed to be who I am and where I am.

It was just ytd night that I was in a super ubber black mood.
Thinking about friends, travel, school, future and all those emo stuff.
Now I am just glad...

I envied many actresses, models with great body and pretty faces.
Thought of how far I am from them..
Suddenly today out of nowhere I feel glad to be who I am.
I'd rather have my tree trunks and able to run like how I run than a small feet but only have stamina to get out and get in a car.
Maybe I'll get envious again tmrw, but for now I am just glad I have my crazy-stamina-chasing body! =)

I smile a lot more nowadays and I find it is to my benefit more than others.
When I smile, I am more approachable and actually I feel good about myself.

I envy many love stories recently and many new relationships got me thinking too.
But hey, I am suddenly glad that I am single!

I think about travel and now I no longer envy my travelling friends because I know there'll be my time. Just that I can seem to bear to leave my house and actually meaningful things can be done here too..

I grudge about my family but actually I still love all of them.

My possesions are many and I am lucky to have them.
I am grateful I can have a laptop, a handphone, a camera..
What am I lacking off?

I shouldn't always complain.

It is a good saturday... =)

It's been a month since I came back, it seems time goes so fast day by day.
I seem to be busy all day everyday, and yet busy with what?
ZERO PRODUCTIVITY!!
All day playyy..
I felt bad to my aunt coz I saw her today and she asked me : "diana, we never really talk anymore.. I mean we just ""hi..bye.."" Since when are you back?"

And awkwardly I said "errr... may... 15th?"

She was like " What? That's like a month ago!? WHy didn't you tell me you're here?"

Then before she go she said "Oww, you are using -- now?"

I again say awkwardly : " hm, yeah, haha.."

Huuu, Hans' mom said the same things 2 days ago tho' she was more funny than serious..

She said this when I Walked through the door the first time I came to play at Hans' house.. "GOod, 3 weeks here now then you come here? How could you? WHere have you been??"

ANd that's where I'm stuck..
Where have I been this month?
What have I been doing?
I seem busy with activities, but of no value?
Play, that's all.
My self motivation to get off my fat bum doesn't work this time.. huaa...

Swept up on WC even tho it's boring this year.
lack of sleep again tonight............... =(

I want the right to remain silent.
Never realise that it is so important to be able to say no comment.
The feeling of getting force to voice an opinion is definitely not an easy feat.
It's almost the same as the stress for sitting for an exam that I'm totally unprepared.

>_< .

Went to watch Karate Kid today. Was Good =).
I watched a lot of DVDs too.
Edge of Darkness was okayy.
Inglorious Basterds was HILARIOUS and ofcoz BRAD PITT! =p
500 Days of Summer wasn't really as good as the recommendations.
Up In the Air has a sad lingering ending.
The Lovely Bones was as crap as the book (no longer I can't go through even 1 chapter).
Alice in Wonderland has a breathtaking effects, much better than AVATAR that's for sure.
AGORA was boring.
IP MAN 1 and IRON MAN 1 were awesome just like their sequel.

Finished breaking down with a hole in my heart.
I always feel this loss everytime I finish a set of books. =(
SO now I want to watch the movies.
Waitin for eclipse come end of June.


"Being still and doing nothing is 2 very different things. =) "

I'm kind of upset. Must everything be found out from FB nowadays?
I never been a fan of technology. I always prefered more personal way of communication like phone call or even sms compared to FB wall or chatting.


I am so upset that she didn't even tell me a little bit!! NOw I have to find out like this. After all the time I talked to her telling her about me, she never mentioned a word. Disappointed I guess.


I've tried to bridge the gap here and there but I'm always left hanging LIKE A FOOL!!
I don't care anymore.
Do whatever, I don't want to know anymore.

=( I want to get away from this!!! Distract me anyone, anything!!
AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Went to Cloud9 again today.
It's the 3rd time for me.
We shared 3 pizza and snacks and it was goood... yumm...
I can't resist food temptation these days!!!
Can't seem to force myself to go on a diet!!
And I thought I'll get thinner. =(
Sigh, one can hope.


Almost done with Breaking Dawn for the 2nd time.
One day I'll find my E.C maybe.
Well, one can dream.

Goodbye 07-1276.
Sad.
Don't really want to think about it now.
Not the time to face the reality and plan what to do next.

=(