DEAD BEAT.

Again, I am so very tired today.. Slept at 330am and wake up at 10am.. and I have been travelling and travelling everyday.. My poor leg.. =(

Can't believe the weekend is almost over! I don't want to work tomorrow! TIRED! And I so hate facing the emptiness of my IA days. =( huuuww..

Saturday is GOOD. Went to Orchard and watched I AM NUMBER 4 . The show's alright. The company is the one I treasure. =) FINALLY ate QUIZNOS Sub. Delicious. =D

I love Devina, Alvin and Nicholas! They are great company. =)

Ohh, my BBM!!! I don't know what happen but I think it is because I overuse it. Since I was travelling home alone, I rely on my BB to keep me company and then the battery is low.. Yellow still so I continue msn-ing and bbm-ing. Suddenly my BB shuts down by itself! And I thought, "oh well, maybe it's battery is low". So I went back to charge and when I switched it on, my BBM is gone!! And there's only one icon to update.. So I have no choice but to update.. And long stor short I managed to get all my contacts back which I thought was gone.. PHEW~

BUT I am stuck with the new version of BBM which I dislike. =( I want my old version back!

In the end I did not run with him this morning. Coz I am simply too tired. I went to run by myself just now and I didn't even manage to run my usual distance. Oh noooooooo... But I think it's better than nothing, I did sweat a little.. Weather's sunny today and I love it.

I am so tired, don't want to leave my room at all...... =(

I have settled into a routine that I feared. Most of my friends who have worked tell me that this will happen and I guess I should have been prepared.

Every morning I wake up at 6:30 just like when I was in JC.

Take a shower and take the 7am 179 bus from Can A.

Then I would reach Admiralty and i buy a bun from the bakery and go across the road to wait for 959 or 969. 3 stops later I alight at 3M and change my sandals to safety boots at the locker room. After that I proceed to the canteen and eat my bun while reading My Paper that I took at Admiralty MRT. 8:30 + I will go to my lab and then start doing nothing..

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Wait for lunch at 12noon, go to lunch and come back at 1:30pm.

Continue doing nothing...

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5pm rush back to avoid the rush.

Reach ntu at about 6:15pm and then buy my dinner at Golden Spoon.

Bathe, then eat my dinner while watching movie.

Rest.

Before I know it, time for bed and in a few hours the cycle repeat!

I miss SChoOL x2.

The thin shroud of cloud veiled the silver circle up above.
In the sky lie the bright, round moon and it is so perfect tonight..
As I ran and kept my eyes at the sky, staring at that lonely ball of gas that's so mesmerising...
I think that's why so many songs and romance are linked to the moon.
It's just too beautiful tonight. Can't stop staring at it. =)

Can't say this enough.. TGIF!!! ^_^

Talk about coincidence...
I opened my gmail account to set up some mailing list and I wonder to the sidebar and opened a section marked "memories"...
I can't even remember the creation of that folder.
Anyway, inside I found this...

It's such a coincidence coz today is VALEnTine's DAY!!!
"yeayy.." hahaha..
Still, it has been 3 years ago since I receive this iCard...
It's good that I stumbled upon this today since there's nothing special for me today..

ANYHOO...

Happy Valentine's Day y'all!!

Hope that next year will be a better one for me..

P.S: In the meantime, I am not mourning today! Just another usual sucky day at work.

I MISS SCHOOL!!!!

I finally get the word that I've been searching for these last 2 weeks; DISAPPOINTED.
Yeah, not angry, not sad, no regret.
Just old, plain disappointment.
I have fought hard enough here to bring up my marks, and I want to really understand and actually like what I studied.
But the opportunity that seems to be only flawed by distance was actually a joke altogether.
First they want to ostracize me to another plant.
Then, after 1 week of unrest, I am actually spared mercifully and is to stay where I am.
I was glad, I was thankful and I want to do my best.
But I am so wrong footed all the time.

And this makes me think that all my effort is going down to the drain and I will be wasting 5 months of my life.

I wanted to learn, and when I am deprived of the chance is the moment I realise how precious all my education was.

It's not that I wanted to be a goody-goody, but I don't want to waste my time...

I want to go overseasssssssssss!
Get the hell out of here!!!