LAST POST FOR TWO-OH-ONE-ONE!!

I'm better than yesterday, let's consider I have recovered..

Haha!

Time for a reflection of this year..

In 2011:

First time I went diving.

First time I completed a marathon of 42km in 5:55:55!

First time I became a GL.. and succeeded.. =)

First time I danced (Indo dinner and Profile Performance).. and won as a group.. =D

First time I got thrown so many crap at from my OG on my birthday..

First time I got so popular and feel so loved.. o-(^_^)-o

As I thought that I have given up so many firsts, there're actually so many more firsts that I haven't experience yet..

And I'm sure, in 2012, there'll be many more first time which I will cherish..

And as for memorable moments, there're so many that I have experienced in 2011..

Summary: It has been a good year.. Or at least the ending was good =)

No doubt I shed much tears, much grief as usual throughout the year..

But now I found a shoulder that I feel I can rely on..

I'm just afraid that I rely too much and I lose the ability to be independent like I have been so far..

Well, one thing I'm sure I need to improve is that I must learn to enjoy the process and not worry about the future..=)

And finally, to stay optimist, and stop fighting the good thoughts in my head with too much cautions and over reactions..

Have a good year everyone! =)

I'm sick!!

Feeling unwell since yesterday..

And now I've got the flu..

NOOOOO, how can I be sick on New Year? 很不吉利！

But good news is it's traffic jam everyday and I can't go anywhere..

So, sick is not bad too..

Plus, maybe can lose some weight? =p

And FYP?

Still no progress..

UGH~! How I hate my FYP.

=(

just 3 days to 2012..

Should I even bother to make a resolution?

I doubt it..

It's going to be a year of uncertainty with many more worries and stress..

Ahh, how I wish I don't have to go through it...

Sob2..

I don't know why, but I've been avoiding my dad..

I don't know whether it's me or him that's changed..

I know that I'm afraid of his temper..

And I don't like his stubbornness and how he is getting worse at it..

I'm getting worse at handling this situation..

>_<

What should I do now? T_T

"The thing about love is I never saw it coming..

You kinda crept up and took me by surprise..

The thing about you is you know just how to get me..

You talk about us like there's no end in sight..

The thing about me is that I really wanna let you..

Open that door and let you walk inside.."

Sem 7 ROCKS!

=)

And MAE '08 is the best!! ^_^

And how I love the way they encouraged me..

Every one of them..

Without it, I would have long given up..

The messages, word of comfort and study companion..

It makes me feel I am not alone..

And I am HAPPY now..

Let me savor this feeling before I go back to panic mode..

Panic over next sem, over fyp and of the future..

For now.. I am glad for everything that leads me to where I am now..

It's in due to give thanks once in a while after grieving and complaining so much.. =D

I have no idea how I got to this point that I'm in right now..

Contemplating, deciding, thinking for a while...

Without knowing that I actually have made my choice from my actions...

I can't stay away, yet I can't say I'm sure either...

It's killing me that I have to feel like this all over again..

There's a time, a place and a reason..

Is it really as easy as coincidence?

Is it enough to say that I'm here because of fate?

Is it fair?

Is it right?

I know if I keep being like this, I'm not going anywhere..

And I'll just hurt more people along the way..

But.. History tends to repeat itself..

I feel like I'm the most evil person in the world..

I say what I want to say.. But what I say might not be what I'm suppose to say...

I feel like this, I don't know if I'm suppose to feel this way too..

I act the way I do.. And again, I don't know if it's alright..

而我已经分不清， 你是友情还是错过的爱情。

那些不舍的遗憾早该放开...

早该放开...

"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger..

Stand a little taller..

Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone..

Doesn't mean I'm over when you're gone..

Just me, myself and I.."