cry, because it's painful...

cry, because it hurts to remember..

cry, because of uncertainty..

cry, because of helplessness..

crying is useless, some say..

but crying expresses how I felt..

and I hope it conveys the emotion correctly..

I never meant for this to end like this..

but it has now..

and I want to ease the pain, for everyone..

but I can't..

and thinking what's best for everyone..

but wanting the best for myself too, it's selfish..

totally selfish..

and it's the new sem..

and I really need to pause the time..

to catch up..

but time flies instead.

First Post of 2012

It's already the 3rd of January!! >_<

I fell down on New Year!

That's the first memorable event of 2012..

No countdown this year, no watching fireworks..

Fell down around 00:30..

AND it hurts a lott...

Just a few days till I go back..

Woke up today worrying about my untouched FYP..

How I hate my FYP..

I have no interest in doing it at all..

=(

Worry.. Worry.. Worry..