damn regret! is stuck in my head!

My hands are cold, my cheeks are burning.
My head is in diarray.
Stress is getting to me and insomnia has once again caught me.

Run Around Singapore wasn't FUN simply because there's too many people and it's only 3km.
It's nice to go with friends though.
I had a blast last week with my late night run buddies.
Now all of a sudden everyone's busy with their own stuff, I have to too!!!

Handed up lab report this morning, it's the worst report ever.
Anyway, it's ok, I tried my best and it's over.
Finally, presentation tmrw and last lab for this sem.
Then it's the last stretch for sem3.

Upsetting incident last week too. But it's ok.. Getting over it~!

Wednesday'a Sakae's sushi buffet. =p Nice...
Friday's dinner at Carls' Jr, yummm, I'm so happy to hang out with him again ^_^.
Saturday's Ambush and Fondue dessert, I'm broke!!
Sunday's printed photo and now my desk is decorated with pictures.
I Love the Bali photos... I miss that time, with it were more happy though, without me sulking.
A lesson for next time =).
He is really a good photographer, many of my nice pics in Bali were taken by him =D.

11.32pm, better start rehearsing lest I make a fool out of myself tmrw =S.

Fear is of the unknown. Instead of avoiding, face it! When the unknown is known, fear will release it's grip. Unknown is a gap in between and courage to cross is the bridge connecting to a sweet escape. Freedom and ease awaits on the other end. The beginning starting at the end of that dark tunnel, it's the fresh start everyone's waiting for.

I just watched the most horrible movie EVER!!!!
Looks like King Kong is ready to give way to KAIJI as the WORST ever EVER movie to me..
The agonizing 2hrs looking at such a draggy events with not much content.
Worse than that was the VERY poor dialogue and HORRIFIC acting by that Death Note guy..
His expressions couldn't be more nauseating and his voice and responses gives me the creeps.

So why did ever think of watching that show?!?!?!?!
I must be out of my mind.
I mean, I have the least bit interest in the movie, and I know it's going to be a sucky one, but well, no other movies..
I would rather watch When In Rome or Remember Me..
But well, there're guys and I don't think they'd want to watch chick-flick.

I should have skip and went home.
Anyway, at least the company are good friends and well they made my Sunday great this week!!
A very rare exception =).

Top 10 Terrible Movies:

1. KAIJI.

2. KING KONG.

3. Confucius.

4. Max Payne.

5. Rendition.

6. something something Beth Cooper!

7. Forbidden Kingdom.

8. L Save The World.

9. Shopaholic.

10. Elizabeth Town.

just got back from lwn, i can't even last for 2 hrs.
IF only my study stamina is the same as my running..
already burnt out now, sick of studying even when i'm so scared for tmrw's math.


today was...
an unlucky day!

1st the Tech Comm.
Suddenly the teacher decided to ask us to do a presentation and among the 5groups, 2 were choosen. Then she went around and ask each group to pick a piece of paper; the one with big red check needs to go and present. And oh yah, guess wad? my group gets the big red check. 20% chance and ofcoz, I got it. But funny for lucky draw I never won.
and so I went to present in front without any preparation AT ALL.

Been going around asking literally everyone for change of IA but to no avail. No surprise there. Teguh and Enrico can so easily find a partner to swap. Why am I feeling my chance is close to zero?

Spilled my lemon tea all over my table, drenched my maths exercise book among other things.
It's the cherry on top of my unlucky day.

LOST 3 hair clips. AND the earpieces! I am SURE I have put them in my BAG.

=''''''''''''''''''''''''''''(

Overall not a good week at all so far.

>Among the sadness there's laughter and for every tear there's joy..

And at the end of the day, that's all I'm counting on...

coz, " how many times can I break till I shatter? "

music's the best company I can ever hope for, and now again, heartbreaking songs that makes me want to die keeps me alive. =)

oh the irony...

"it's like 10,000 spoons when all you need is a knife."

"it's like a free ride when you already paid."

and..

"it's like meeting the man of your dreams and meeting his wife."

Oh nO IT'S FRIDAY!!!

Watched 2 movies this week. Don't like the one on Sunday : 孔子, I really expected a great movie but in the end it's a crappy movie that potrays him as a useless and graceless man who abandoned his family and let his disciples hunger to death while he stood at the side playing music? Anw, there was this guy that goes to the same school when I was here in
Bandung. I couldn't remember him at all and yet he said..

"Yeah, I think I VAGUELY remember you, maybe we're in the same class in kindergarten 1/2."

Then when we sat down at dinner he said..

"I think I remember you.. ummm... I was the one who cut your hand.. umm, I think.."

I go...

"OHHHHHHHHH!!! It was youuuuuu!!! hey, I still have the scar from that incident!! Were you really the one who cut my hand with scissors?!!!"

Him : "errr, I can't remember was it me or the guy beside me.. anw, how come the scar is still there? why don't u polish your hand?"

Funny! I rmbr THAT event, I didn't cry when some gooey stuff came out of my wound, and while waiting for my mom to come fetch me.. BUT in the car I felt SICK and I vomited!!!

Anw, today I went to watch PErcy Jackson and the lightning thief which is actually GOOD!!!
I love it. Bonding time with my closest cousin still =). He's in his last sem and look really stressed. Kind of reminded me why am I so relaxed this sem? haha.

TIME TO PULL UP YOUR SOCKS DIANA!!!!!