WE ARE NEVER GETTING BACK TOGETHER

.. to quote Taylor Swift..
Listening to the song while writing this post..
I am so pissed...
I just need to vent it to any channel I can to prevent me from having a meltdown..
Such a bad week, bad day, bad second half of the year..
You have got to come and ruin things, you have got to get your selfish attitude into the one special day for me..
My b'day might not mean anything to you.. But it does to me..
And I totally cannot understand why anyone would be so cruel and bad..
To ruin it, and I still treat you nicely on that day..
I suck, I totally suck too..!!!!!!
It was a bad idea in the first place to think you will do anything nice..
Hell, you did worse than nothing.
Good job. You pissed me, you aggravate me..
What have I ever done to you that was so bad?
Have I ever purposefully hurt you?
Is this revenge?
I don't take it, I did nothing wrong to you..
I have been nothing but nice..

HOW MUCH TEARS I'VE SHED FOR YOU?
YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH TROUBLE I HAVE BECAUSE OF YOU..

WELL,
NOT ANYMORE.. COZ I'M ERASING YOU OUT OF MY CONTACTS.
OUT OF MY LIFE..
I SWEAR, THIS IS THE LAST TIME YOU GET THE CHANCE TO HURT ME..
THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

My 24th B'day is over.. Without any actual significance..

I feel so sad..

It made me realise some things that I think I have known for a long time but refuse to accept.

Now it's time to accept it and move on..

Coz now I know it was only me who feels that this friendship needs preserving..

But I realise now that in your eyes it was nothing..

And I don't know why you do what you do..

But if this is revenge, well you succeed..

Think about it.. The leverage is unfair.. It's heavy on my side trying to please you.

To amend what I thought was my fault..

But now I want to blame you..

That it's your fault and now even more so..

Not only sad, I'm angry..

I realise now that I'm so stupid. 

Beyond imbecile..

To do all these things for u and receive crap as a reply.