Today....

...was a happy day for a change. I feel happy somehow. =p
I'm crazy? Maybe. But all I do today was chat with many people.
In the world of Sims, my social must be all red. SO, after talking with people, my social status became green!
"Ha! But I havent' tell you what's making me this happy!!

2 things.
1. Lalala, I get acquainted again with somebody from the past.
It's always fun at the beginning.
Though I knw, soon the other party will be bored and I'll be depressed again.
Well, even so, I just want to savour the moment as I'm so happy to chat with him today!!

2. Well, this kind of a guilty pleasure. Hehe, call me cruel, call me bad, I still feel happy.
After feeling crappy for my appearance, that is me being fat and ugly, this is the first time I'm
getting motivated. You see, my ex, let's call him X. He got a new girlfriend.
That doesn't bother me until someone told me she's good looking.
Some might ask why this bothers me. This shows you don't know me well enough.
I have this competitive nature that I have to be better off than others to feel happy.
That explains why I want to be better than X's new girl.
Anw, not to digress, I saw X's girl picture in friendster and I have to admit she's quite
nice looking. I felt depressed because of that as I feel inferior to her.
THen, this afternoon I happen to talk to X and he was insulting me FAT while saying his girl is
thin and pretty bla bla bla... ANW, he showed pic of him taken in the studio with his parents
& GF. Hey, from far, she's pretty, as he put it in his display pic.
BUt, Hey hey, when he sent me the pic. OH myyyy.... well, the rest can be guessed right?
She don't look nice. I cannot go as far as to say that I'm better. I know I'm not good-looking.
But well, I know I'm being very bad. But it can't be helped. =) This is the evil side of me yeah..

Next, today, X was so obnoxious. He was all about, '' a lot of ppl say I'm handsome in this pic,'' when I told him he look weird (totally true & a nice way to say he's UG**). Another evil inside me unleashed. Haha. Anw, and his other reply was, '' Huh? Really? I think I'm getting fairer and more handsome. '' *Puke. So I told him that my cousin keep asking why I was with him. And I told him the truth, that I was wrong, I regretted it. It's time that cannot be retrieved man. He caused so much trouble. I also don't like that he unleashes the ugly side of me like now. I think it's because deep down I have this feeling of hate towards him as I never really like him. His persistent and almost forcing way is what makes me agree to being with him. What a mistake I have to live with for the rest of my life. Sigh** >_<

Anw, enough about him.
GTG. Simpsons ROck!!