vindicated__.

I told myself so. Guys are effing jerks. I ruin a perfectly good relationship, just like that. So many times. I don't know how to assess the situation well. Oh well~ it's his choice, what do I care? Everyone just stop asking me abt him, I don't know anything anymore.

Been in a bad mood here. I'm home, but..
Maybe coz I'm gone for long, not used to being here.
Or is it coz I was too happy in Sg? And it's such a bore here that I find myself wanting so many things but I don't know how to go about getting it.
So much desire to do stuff, yet I don't seem to be able to do any of it.
WHy oh Why?
Sobs.

Maybe, just maybe, I really lost the will to do anything.