Getting obsessed with materials and all it's goodness.

Thursday was an eventful day.
It was both memorable, happy and sad all mixed into 1 day.
So many things can happen in the course of a day actually.
I was really glad that I managed to control my anger.
However, I was not satisfied with how calculative I am.
Must stop it!


Friday is another great day spent with my cousins.
We wanted to watch Transformers but the tickets were sold out.
So we bought DVD and watched it back at home.
It's so cool to have a cousin you grew up together with and with merely 2months less 1 day age difference.
I remember when I didn't came back for 3 yrs...
When I came back, my Aunt forced him to call me, and I ended up going to his house to cook chocolate.
We started talking again and it's as if I never left.
From then on we became as close as last time.
Maybe we matured and our relationship follow suit.
Anyway, he's leaving for work out of town tomorrow for 2 months and I won't be seeing him till the next time I came back December.
Another cool thing is that we got our own chemistry, we can watch a boring show and make it fun by talking nonsense and commenting on the show's minute scenes.
I can be a child again, playing catching and chasing him around for taking my sandal.
Well, I guess I can never have any relationship as unique and fulfilling as with him.
Yet we're all growing up and soon I guess it's time to say goodbye..
He'll have his career, or maybe even his wife and we'll grow apart.
But that's life.

Which brings me to the fact that I finally booked my flight back after a scolding from dad.
Btw, I received a good news 2 days ago...
I'm glad it happens but still, I wonder what path I'm destined to take...
It's all so confusing. >_<
Hmm, but I still can't shake off the feeling of jealousy over the fact that my friends left me out few weeks ago after talking to a friend and she told me about their outing.. I wish they hadn't done that to me. OMG, I need therapy. STOP this feeling.