Do you ever get the feeling when declaring a diet suddenly bring all your favourite food in the world right in front of your eyes?
Or when you swear off shopping and suddenly all the things behind that glass window seem to be so tantalizing?

That's how I feel after resolutely stating that I'm going to be more confident and be more positive.

Suddenly all the wrong things happen these 2 days.
random person calling me fat? 2011 disaster, losing in both IG, drenched in the rain, abandoned by frens?

THEN, I think of him and how he once told me that I gave up too easily.
My negativity is pulling me, my comfort zone at the darkened corner awaits...
BUT, I wanted to prove him, that I really am trying..
SO I am trying to do my best now...

Calling me fat? As long as I think I'm not, it's ok!
2011 disaster? I went home and redraw it at my own pace and hey, guess what? I can do it!
Losing in both IG? Oh well, at least I've got the chance to play!!
Drenched in the rain? It's ok, I love the feel of the cold water on my skin.. =)
Abandoned by frens? Keep thinking of those who're here for me! Appreciate them.. NGSL, Eric, Zinc, Hui2, GH, JY, Teguh, Farandy, Philip, Enrico, Odel? All the MAE people...

What a week end... phow. 21 more days!!

Saw somthing I really want but they don't have the colour!!! aghhhhhhhh, sobs sobs..
itching to shopppp! =D