For the past 2 days, I've been sleeping at 3+am and waking up 7.30am.
Didn't study at all today, spending way too much money and I'm officially broke.
No more eating outside!!
Everyone's asking me why I can't sleep, I told them it's stress because of schoolwork.
But.. truth is I think there's something else in the back of my mind that I can't get rid off..
Days get by, I thought I'll get better, but it's worse..
Not being able to do anything about it, not having anyone to talk about it makes me helpless at handling this feeling.
I just wish, for once, I am not THAT girl.
That girl that's at the start of the story, but is only there for show, that is in the movie to make the lead actress look good. Just there for comparison, just there... for nothing.
The photo next to me that I held dear to my heart is starting to lose its meaning...
Everything seems to lose itself one way or another in this erratic, chaos mind of mine.
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