Yesterday was..different.
It was University Day and the Library was closed so I went to study at SAC for the first time.
Many people was there and I for some reason wanted to not be afraid of new crowd.
Somehow I ended up going for exam prayer meeting.
It was nostalgic, it reminded me of the times I went to bibble study and stuff.
The atmosphere is more or less the same, the songs oddly are those I know too.
Then I went for dinner with 3 other people in Can16 and after that I went beck to SAC to study.
Nothing is going in and ended up chatting.
I am afraid to open up myself and I told myself I must be different, so I am as honest I can be, I share a chunk of me and I felt a little regret coz what I say is all so spontaneous.
When I am so honest like that, I feel.. vulnerable.
But I don't know what makes me respond that way too..

When I got back I started to overanalyse everything again and I am stopping.
Really, I mean it when I want to be different!

Damn, old habit die hard.