It's been a month since I came back, it seems time goes so fast day by day.
I seem to be busy all day everyday, and yet busy with what?
ZERO PRODUCTIVITY!!
All day playyy..
I felt bad to my aunt coz I saw her today and she asked me : "diana, we never really talk anymore.. I mean we just ""hi..bye.."" Since when are you back?"

And awkwardly I said "errr... may... 15th?"

She was like " What? That's like a month ago!? WHy didn't you tell me you're here?"

Then before she go she said "Oww, you are using -- now?"

I again say awkwardly : " hm, yeah, haha.."

Huuu, Hans' mom said the same things 2 days ago tho' she was more funny than serious..

She said this when I Walked through the door the first time I came to play at Hans' house.. "GOod, 3 weeks here now then you come here? How could you? WHere have you been??"

ANd that's where I'm stuck..
Where have I been this month?
What have I been doing?
I seem busy with activities, but of no value?
Play, that's all.
My self motivation to get off my fat bum doesn't work this time.. huaa...

Swept up on WC even tho it's boring this year.
lack of sleep again tonight............... =(