Sometimes I really feel like I am invisible. Like I am just a particle floating around the atmosphere amongst the people without them realising my existence. Indodinner made me realise this. I feel like noone really took notice because I never join their events for the past 2 years. But somehow I expected those people who know me to at least notice me. Hmm, maybe they did and I'm asking for too much? I don't know. I really like to be the center of attention sometimes (to be honest). =p I also realise friends don't last forever. I met this girl in GL that has similar demeanor with Edwina. And when I realise this I start to miss her so bad.. Those 2 years we sat beside each other. We were inseparable. Going to cell group and church together. I managed to stayed there because of her and Novi. Yet both of them led so different lives compared to mine now. Both seem so glamorous. And yes, they are both attached to awesome guys. Sigh, I never have such luck when it comes to romance. So I shall continue waiting... Meanwhile, I took my first MC in like 5+Years. I remember my last MC was probably in Primary School. Secondary School I don't think so. Hmmm.. Ya, and stupidly I alrd got ready this morning. Reached Pioneer MRT when I realise I am really to sick today. Ahhhh, EMO!