The frequency is getting ridiculous.

I broke down again today, right on the walk back home...

That's how pathetic I am.

Yes, I find myself pathetic.

Weak, and stupid, for being such an emotional freak.

Today I woke up half an hour late at 7am.

Then I found out my supervisor's quitting.

And I found out the engineer that I am working for is washing her hands of the project that I am handling.

Thanks a lot for the notice. And yes, I said it with sarcasm.

Somehow I have dug myself a hole and I can't seem to get out.

And my friend say that I am a very bitter person...

That maybe I have many disappointments in life and I am not strong enough to face them.

Yes, yes and yes..

I acknowledge my flaws, I know what are they...

But I realise that it's no use...

Coz I don't know how to get rid of them.

And I am stuck here, at point 0, watching everybody else blast past me...