cry, because it's painful...

cry, because it hurts to remember..

cry, because of uncertainty..

cry, because of helplessness..

crying is useless, some say..

but crying expresses how I felt..

and I hope it conveys the emotion correctly..

I never meant for this to end like this..

but it has now..

and I want to ease the pain, for everyone..

but I can't..

and thinking what's best for everyone..

but wanting the best for myself too, it's selfish..

totally selfish..

and it's the new sem..

and I really need to pause the time..

to catch up..

but time flies instead.