RUNNING AWAY.

Been running away from reality physically and mentally..

Just want to dissolve into anything that takes my mind of this sem..

FYP FYP FYP, go away... far far away..

But I can't say that anymore..

Coz the farther I run, the longer distance I have to run back..

I need to muster every ounce of self-discipline and make use of this recess to catch up!

MUST!!! MUST!!! MUST!!!

I'd be lying if I'm used to this..

The absence of your presence..

I know I'm unreasonable if I'm requesting everything to be as it was..

But I'd be lying if I said I don't miss you..

I want to say it to you, just to let you know, but it'll only do any worse than the awkward now..

And by saying that, I'm sure I'll be hurting others too..

So it's no use..

Sometimes I want to pick up my phone to say hi and talk random things, like how we used to..

Being irritated by your arrogance, by your ignorance to my feelings..

That too, I miss..

The teasing, the stupid jokes...

Friendship or whatever that was, doesn't stop overnight..