My 24th B'day is over.. Without any actual significance..

I feel so sad..

It made me realise some things that I think I have known for a long time but refuse to accept.

Now it's time to accept it and move on..

Coz now I know it was only me who feels that this friendship needs preserving..

But I realise now that in your eyes it was nothing..

And I don't know why you do what you do..

But if this is revenge, well you succeed..

Think about it.. The leverage is unfair.. It's heavy on my side trying to please you.

To amend what I thought was my fault..

But now I want to blame you..

That it's your fault and now even more so..

Not only sad, I'm angry..

I realise now that I'm so stupid. 

Beyond imbecile..

To do all these things for u and receive crap as a reply.