Decided

So I signed up for the 2nd Full Marathon on 13.03.13.
At first I was thinking why should I add more to my problems and stress.
But I think getting busy is good..
My mind is constantly thinking about preparing for the run that I did not really dwell much about anything else.
Work worry still cross my mind every now and then even on the weekend. Sigh.
Don't know whether I can juggle so many things at once, but I guess I have to try to find out.
If I fail, I don't want to regret that I didn't have the guts to try.
Same as putting on braces, it's another tough commitment for 2 years.
It's gonna be a lot of pain.. Especially with the titanium insert..
It is like implanting a screw to your gum, and I have to put on 6 pieces!
But it save me from extracting 4 of my teeth and the doctor say it is a better choice..
So I guess, more pain to come.
But pain is good, it means I'm still alive..

Another bad news, apparently September the owner wants to take back this unit.
Does that mean I have to move again? >_<
Nooo... I don't want to...
Can't this happen 2 years from now?
Does it have to be now?
Another worry that I am going to have until September..
When can I ever have a peace of mind..

And when can I start my piano lesson again???????????
>_< Keep putting it off.. Sigh..

Sunday blues again.. gonna get worse tonight..
Maybe another round of drink will help..