The other day, which is on Friday Physics Lect. As usu. I was sitting next to Felix and I got an sms from Delli. The sms was funny as Delli was imitating how Novia usually sms and so I laugh alone like crazy person. Hehe. Then Felix asked me who was that and so I told him Delli. Felix asked me who is that? But before I answer, he continues.. "...doesn't matter, it sure is from a guy again, you only have 1 girl friend anyway."
This got me thinking is that true. Sadly, it is. Then I told Felix, 'yeah, 90% of my friends are guys, however, it's not like I'm popular amongst the guys. On the contrary, I am ''one of the guys''.'
To say I don't like this situation, I'd be lying. I love hanging out with guys because I feel comfortable and there's definitely no girl-drama which can be emotionally exhausting. On the other hand, guy tends to be overly insensitive. Especially if they take me as one of them, no special treatment, which honestly I'd love to have. =)
I wonder what quality of me that makes me able to blend in with guys and yet not having them like me like what normally should happen? Simply put, it's all purely platonic. Sad. Not sad?
Hmmm, think single. =p
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