Friday, 12 June 2009

i <3 gujunpyo.

Swept over by drama mania. Korea drama finally got me. Haha, finish watching Boys Before Flowers in 4 days. Feeling post-drama depression.
Love the soundtracks and been searching for those songs I like but I don't know the title, must slowly2 search. Hehe..
Funny thing when I chat with Sam, after I told him I was sad watching drama, his response was:" Is it those love story drama? You sad is it because you keep thinking why am I still single after watching?"
The answer is: "NO". hehehe.
I'm not in the mood for relationship at all.

All that I have met turns out to be J_ _ _ _ !!
(That reminds me of smtg I've been wanting to vent...)
Especially the last one, he totally makes me ill-feel.
For example, when I told someone NO, it doesn't mean I WANT.
When I said NO and am PESTERED, sometimes I relent and give in.
That doesn't mean I WANT, damn it!
Don't go telling ppl you know me, coz you don't. AT ALL!
I was irritated by your stubborn, immature acts, yes, it's pent up.
I should've ignored or gave the cold shoulder if I know that in the end this is how I'm treated. Make me the bad guy, give me the attitude, oh so mature way of dealing with it.
So angry and disgusted when I recap, so let's close it here and reflect.
>_<

Anw, today she came to my house, and I was pissed. Why?
Why the hell must she be such a b$%^&.
Stay away from my family, I was a victim, stay away from them.
Grrrrrrrr.
Was the wrong choice to meet her.

Ok, I think I need to meditate and start to think of happy thoughts.
Happy thoughts. =)

2 comments:

  1. hm........

    happy thoughts!!! whahaha......think of some happy things la...lol....or if u can't do that, u can go run .....as u run, u wont think of any thing...just run and run and run ....

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  2. yesh, that's a good idea!! hahaha... I'm feeling better now..

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