Birthday---

I know it's kind of a late post, after all my b'day is over a loooooong time. But I just want to reflect a little bit over this day.. =)

Many memories over my birthday. Somehow I always feel it's special although the one thing I hate is how common my birthday is.. So many ppl share the same b'day as me.. =(

This year I was a little disappointed to be honest.. Not trying to complain but just expressing my feeling.. I appreciate everything that ppl have done for me ofcourse.. My 2nd bro, Ci Icha, Hans and fam... Adi, Chienyi and Rillen.. All those ppl who wish me by sms and phone and last but not least those who wish me through facebook.. I was happy that so many people rmbrs (or they just so happen to see the notification?). haha.

The reason I was sad is bcoz it's my 21st. I expected something more, not from others but from myself.. It's as if the day just past by so quickly. It passes so fast and I was just doing ntg.. I even slept at 11pm!! Usually I anticipate, and got excited for myself, haha, and waited till1 2, then wait for the sms-es. =) It's really nice to hear ppl wishing me on the dot. So this year I slept but I didn't miss much.. I really didn't do much, I didn't reflect, didn't do resolution, never did anything productive.. and really I have myself to blame..

Then my family, well disappointment 2 is my eldest bro flying off to Bali that day. My dad with his nonchalant. I wish I can try to make something happen for myself.. But I want to be surprised. Haha, funny but, since I expected it, I never got it..

Anyway, overall I'm thankful today, for my friends who put in that effort to celebrate a belated bday for me. It's a simple night, but I'm touched =). Thank you!!