Breaking.

Yep that's what the song I'm engrossed in, breaking by AMR..
Music's the best company, especially the ones that moves you.
I have a weird dream yesterday...
It proves that you can't cut someone out of ur life that easily, it's just the breaking of the habit. It's so hard to get out of your comfort zone because your subconscious mind will repel against change. Change is never comfortable even if it's for the better. But that's life, transient.

I really want to go for exchange or IO, holiday or whatever it is.. Just wanna get off my lazy butt and get out of this rut that I'm living in. I can't always create a routine and stick with it. That way I'm closing up myself and missing out way too much. There was one period of time in my life that I was following the lives of my idols (needless to guess). I went to check for their updates, watching variety shows, getting to know as much of them as possible. Yet I realise the more I do that, the more depressed I become. I see them living out their life, making money and gaining experience going all over the world but I'm stuck to watching it from a small box called television.

I want to see the world, I want to travel... the world's my oyster!!

But most of all, I need courage, to get me to do all that..