this morning I went to lwn at arnd 830 and the library has yet to open. The scene that awaits made me stiffle a laugh.. People are swarming the entrance and from the overhead bridge people are rushing like ants towards lwn. When the door opens, some literally ran inside...

Anyway 2days and I'm still so so so weak in mom.
I know this calmness I feel now will explode uncertainly anytime now like a time-bomb.
I can calm my self telling myself -come what may- and panicking out of my mind the next day.
I hope I can go over this exam smoothly. As in without the drama of over fear and over anxious.

I listened to chinese songs today!!! I quite miss it I must say..
ESP 杰伦, 我的最爱. 他的歌有个魅力我无法解释. 听了已后,有种熟悉的味道, 好像我认识他一样. 也...有种舒畅的感觉. 也许是因为每次考试前我都会听一下他的歌. 伤心时听了他的抒情歌. 跑的时侯听他的快歌, 开心时听了他的有些甜蜜的歌. 最后有了眷恋的感觉....让我回想到几个美好的回忆...

=)=)