Friday, 4 December 2009

It's night like this with the moon hung up so perfectly up there that make me smile.
Just for a while, I let the cool air after the heavy rain calms me down.

The night before was disaster, I lost my cool yet again.
I felt like a rubber band, stretched beyond it's elastic capabilities.
I try to withstand the strain that's applied more and more each day.

This is officially the longest exam in my whole life in the sense that it drag on and on...
I didn't know it'll be this bad. But it is. There's a limit to the time for stress.
I'm burnt out. Really2 burnt out.

I still have a lot to learn, yet I'm not able to absorb anymore.
Seeing how others has finished, celebrating, dragging luggages going back to their hometown doesn't help either.
The library got more empty each day and though I'm happy for the space and quiet, I felt like I'm fighting a lone battle.

Somehow it doesn't matter anymore...
I force my brain to swallow the graph and theories and it forces out the information with equal and opposite force.

AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH is my fav word these days...
ANYWAY~

...let's begin the last 4 days of the semester that I can't wait to say good bye to....

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