I woke up with a feeling of trepidation mounting as the date of the exam came nearer.
No matter what I did, I couldn't cajole my brain to study.
I went to library, nope, headache.
I went to run, nope, headache still there.
I went to eat ice cream, nope, headache got worse.
I listened to songs from my ipod, and opted for those emo songs while looking at the pictures in there. Haven't looked at those pics for so long..
Photos from as far back as 2005, and updated in Jun07...
I find that my friends have changed so much while I look pretty much the same..
Except for the braces, which, is a 2-year-waste coz my teeth is as crooked as ever now..

I think I'm reaching a new height of stress where self-inflicting pain is involved...
I actually hit the wall till my hand is bruised, and I keet pressing on the bruise to feel the pain..
I did feel happy that it turn blu black.. oh no.
Or this morning my head was so irritating that I feel like beating it up in frustration.
Luckily I still have self constrain.
GAHHH, this sem is literally driving me crazy.

I really am turning into a loon.
So I went to the net and search for quotes in the thought of finding self-motivation and stop myself from a psychological catastroph.

Found some nice saying...

"Nothing can bring peace but yourself" - Ralph Waldo Emerson.

"I demolish my bridges behind... then there's no choice but to move forward.." -Findtjof Nansen.

Anyway, I didn't study but I did clean up my room, and start packing.
The open suitcase on the floor was a hope to cheer me up but I feel indifferent.
Oh and yeah, my roommate went back to malaysia today, but she hasn't come back to hall since thurs anyway.
Probably stayed at her sis. She never said goodbye to me =(.
Ahh, now I'm feeling how my roommate felt last year when I sleptover and forgot to sms her..
haha, karma does exist...

Watched the MV for paramore- brick by boring brick. love the music and video! =)