one more one more one more.
but i can't seem to gather any strength to study for tmrw.
shall it be another gone case?

my mood's pretty gd, not coz I nailed thermo, but just coz it's over.
geez... 1 week of agonizing wait for the inevitable.

yesterday I when I'm done revising part 1 at 11 and I was so sleepy, coz the night before I slept at 3.30am.
so learning from 2008, I decided against cramming and decided to wake up at 5am.
set my alarm and all, off the light, close the curtain and lie on the bed...
then I cannot sleep!!
so after tossing and turning till 12, I got up and bathe..
the first time I use a little of the hot water here coz it's pretty cold..
i turned my comp, on my msn, and continue with entropy..
arnd 2 I can't continue anymore, so I decide to sleep and wake up at 6am..
then I toss and turn until 3+ when I guess I finally doze off..
can't wake up at 6, lie around until 7 and bath again, with semi-hot water again.
I felt so cold this morning which is a rare occurence for me here.
after shower I curl up on my bed wearing my jacket and tried to read till 8+ and went for the exam..
as I wait outside the examination hall I felt the pressure building up inside and tears swelling up.. I managed to calm myself and got through it..

After adjusting to my current single room situation, I kindda get back the feeling of how it used to be when I have the room for myself in thomson.. I kindda miss it.
I don't have to sit still and care about my action disturbing my room mate.
I can lie on the floor like I use to.. I can sing in my horrible voice and I can on the music on speaker.. My things are strewn on the floor, no need to be so neat all the time. hey I am tidy but sometimes the mess speaks to me; that this is my space, it's comfortable and relaxed. =)
I gotta enjoy this 1 more day before going back tmrw...

ENDURE!!! PEACE of mind be with me...