THE best medicine for my heart:

SWIM, MORE SWIM,
RUN MORE RUN,
PIANO, MORE PIANO..

And my mind is still not rid of these thoughts going round and round..
Timing couldn't be better,
just when I'm alright, I'm okay,
it had to happen just now?
Messes me up again just when I'm normal..
SO here we go again, the normal round of routine..

You couldn't care less and I care too damn much.
Can I disappear into a bottomless pit?
Instead of my frozen fingers that noone can warm, can't it be my heart that's made of ice?
Save all the trouble..
Enough heartaches for this lifetime!!! SERIOUSLY!!!! >_<
It will take all the luck in the world to counteract my vindiction.