Back to Stupid Sunday!!

For those who don't know, I dislike Sunday, I don't know why but I do.
Never thought about it much because in Bandung, Sunday = Sunday run which is a plus.
Today I am reminded why I don't like this day.
Spent the day floating, drifting like a lost soul.
Want to study, nothing goes in...
Want to do other thing, cannot coz I'll feel guilty not studying.
Back to the same pattern again as last sem and the sem before.
In the end ate too much and I ran to ease the guilt.
Guilty for spending too much money recently too..
Aghh, enough with the guilt.. I'm torturing myself!!

Another week has gone, don't want tomorrow to come.
My sadness is yet to cease.
I just want to curl up somewhere far and hide myself from human civilisation.