I am down with persistent emo-ness.
But tonight, there's happy hour!!
I was a bit sceptical about going out tonight coz I am not in the mood for awkward convo..
Tired I guess..
But it turns out it's not the way I imagined it...
Both of them cheered me up so much!
We talked and laughed over dinner until the restaurant was about to close.
The time passed so fast and if it's not for the last bus, I would've spent more time with them..
Never mentioned any past, but they're the one who reminisce...

They take me back to the past where the 4 of us were in the same class.
Sitting at the last row feeling sleepy after recess.
Just like in sec1 when 3 of us went out, after 8 years we still can click..
I need them but they're no longer my best friends, we no longer meet everyday, just once a year maybe..

and tonight I miss all of them coz I hate where I am and what I'm feeling.
Can't seem to get past it. =(